This is my last email to my boy friend ..how do u feel when i have a broken heart?

why do you worry about your life when there is one person to understand you? why do you worry because of my desires i am blocking your life? I always say I can understand you if i mean what i said then now can i understand you da. Because of Me you will never loose anything in your life. I am not a nurse by profession all i did is i loved you truly and madly. But when i came to know from your mouth i was traping you and blocking your life because of my wishes i thought why? do you feel i will make problems in your life, do u feel coz of me you will never achieve your dreams. you will never need to worry about your life i can readout your mind.
I am forgiving for what you did to me. I still believe two eyes are always there to see my tears, my pains, my fears and to see my heart. I do admit my sins to him and i cry to him to forgive me. I am not the one to judge you, to hate you , to forgive you, My lord will forgive You.

You will get for what your desire in your life, a good nurse, loving and beautiful one, to show u love in public and in bed, to buy expensive gift for you, to give you loving kids. My jesus will help you to achieve all your dreams in life. Even though my life is spoiled i wish only good things to happen in your life. when i loved everyone all i got back in return is a broken heart with full of pain, eyes filled with endless tears thats what i got even from you. If my jesus is a living god, if he is still alive and if he see my tears and pains he will fight for me, he will love me forever, all i need is my jesus.
All you can do a favour for me pray for me to get a peaceful life. I didnt demaned to you for anything but you always demanded to me, i didnt question u for everything but you did. i always wished for your life long happiness. all i pray to my jesus i need a loving husband and kids. i am not expecting anything more. even though i dont deserve him i still love

i can see you are heartbroken..

but i am not sure if your boyfriend read the whole mail or not....

At times one has to accept life as it comes...

forgive and forget .. thats all i can say... but donot think too highly of the person who left you.... he is just a another guy... the kind you get in every corner... just buck and start your life n dating afresh, if you want him to be happy then i guess you should also be happy....

try to enjoy life once again.....

Holy crap lady if you had just sent that e mail to me i think I would go run out in front of a cement truck. I kind of felt bad after reading this and don't even know any one involved. If your goal was to make this guy feel like crap I think you will have suceeded. What kind of nasty videos does he still have. Hopefully they don't end up on the internet.

Whatever it is, It's too long. I didn't even take the time to read it, but whatever it is he aint going to either. Call him that will work better!

whoa!you should of stopped before the additional details!
you can be a really good writer if you quit,while you're ahead.
in other words try saving less without so much of the extra emotions flooding out of you.
really,iwas taken by the beginning but,it's easy to see when you're grabbing for more to say.next time relax,reflect a little longer.you could write some pretty kick @ss stuff,if you put your mind to it.so why not consider it?seriously,the world has shortage of good writers,hone them skills,i'd like to read more.

Unlucky boy to lose a wonderful hearted girl!

move on...he doesn't deserve you...

swetie or goedoe in mine country how are you doing ?peace to you girl i just know where you got all that but all i got to say is WORD, LET THE LIGHT SHINE ON BOUTH OF US .god bles peace and love to you ,you are a woman .